Dreams

Look upon your fractured dreams
You don’t notice reality until you wake
Caught between that bad place
And the pleasure you are pulled from
A snapshot of a false memory
Feelings echo so real
They outstay their welcome
Perhaps you regret inviting them?
They will leave, maybe
Just give them time, force them
The choice lies within
But who makes the decision?

Ascend

Nothing changes
The more it remains
Feelings come through in waves
A tempest storm of emotion
Battering the soul to the floor
Rise, fall and rise once more
Reach for Heaven and risk the burn of the stars
The fire of Hell scolds much worse.

I lie

Look upon your fractured dreams
You don't separate reality until you wake
Caught between that bad place
And the pleasure you were pulled from
A snapshot of a false memory
feelings echo so real
They outstay their welcome
Perhaps you regret inviting them in?
They will leave, maybe
Time is needed, force it?
The choice lies within
But who makes the decision?

Move on

Mirrored in a familiar way
Similarities contrast with little difference
Nostalgia reigns
To quench melancholy proves difficult
Yet the time is here to give
Birth to new memories
The past belongs there
The future constantly unravels

Grasp

Nothing changes the more it remains
Feelings come through in waves
A tempest storm of emotion
Battering the soul to the floor
Rise, fall and rise once more
Reach for Heaven and risk the burn of the stars
The fire of Hell scolds much worse

The Scribe

A burning rage unlike
Before when it would fade
It hurts to restrain it
Confine it, keep it bound
What will it destroy if I release it?
A question I ask each time
Each time it tempts me
Small liberations increase each time
Endangering all, yet sustenance for I
I pray to a God that doesn’t care
My freewill is of my own
Yet I’m damned by a consciousness that needs to feed
Continually forcing my hand
I speak as if I have no choice
And would I stop it if I did?

Thanks for the regret

Am I losing my edge?
Why do I regret? What point?
Stop
Only way is forward
Why’s today a day of regret
When I don’t really care?
You’re either by my side
Or in my way
Choose
The past is not my friend
Forget it and be condemned to
Repeat it