Food for thought

Lead us not into temptation. We are too weak as a race to resist. Dangle the apple in front of us and watch us race to the finish line, trampling in those weaker for the prize. Is the prize even that great? The apple contained knowledge and knowledge is power. A power God apparently didn’t want us to have. A huge part of the blame lies with the snake according to the bible. Lest we forget it is he who tempts Eve. Eve also gets punished for eating the apple, and in turn tempting Adam to do it also. Yet God appears to escape any culpability. He did plant the tree after all, and for what reason other than to tempt his children? Especially when he must’ve known that they would eat from the tree, being omniscient. Was the snake nothing more than a pawn in this game? A scapegoat, to shift the blame from the true culprit? Is the Devil really a pawn? He turned on god by refusing to be subservient to Adam. Pride is a sin yes; however did it warrant an all out war in Heaven? I suppose going to war is fine if you know the outcome. And God knew the outcome. He knew Michael would defeat Lucifer and cast him down. This act created the Devil, the adversary of God. The opposite of good, the epitome of evil. Because he wouldn’t bow to man. Yet man bows to god, as do the Angels. Who does God bow to? Still, the validity of these stories to begin with is disputed. A benevolent and loving God, (though isn’t that how the deity who casts us to hell, floods the earth, turns father against son, sacrifices his only son) doesn’t put as much fear on people now does it. The idea a devil though, gives us reason to be fearful. As does an all powerful God that will damn you for listening, and following his enemy. An enemy that was created by his decision to choose. To have freewill. Mankind has been blessed with freewill, only thing is we’re told of the consequences should we make the wrong choice. We’re walking a tightrope and we’re being pushed on both sides. It’s difficult to retain our balance, but that’s ok. Don’t worry if you fall, you may find there is nothing to fear. As long as you believe in yourself and don’t hurt those around you, what has anyone to fear? If people were to wake up and stop living in fear, the forces that create that fear would no longer have control. One at a time we can make the difference. Fear is the most powerful weapon that we have created for ourselves. Without that fear what would people do? Live in peace and harmony? Terrifying concept isn’t it? Is it so difficult to open our eyes to the world that is in front of us? Lift up the veil and look at the real Gods and Devils of this world. The ones that control with fear. The ones you see on television and read about in the papers. The ones you’re voting for. Carefully constructed fear over thousands of years won’t be easy to tear down. But in time it can be dismantled. The revolution’s begun people, it’s up to you if you want to join it, otherwise take the rope that’s been handed to you. There’s enough for everyone.

Heroes and Villains

Set the stage


Pen the play

Everyone attend their role

There is one for us all

Protagonist or secondary

Will you support?

Extras have their say however

It is not you that wields the pen

The final act is long gone, for I

Refuse to play the villain

In your twisted fantasy

Serve the public trust

“Serve the public trust. Protect the innocent. Uphold the law” Three directives that Robocop lived by. There was a fourth one that was “Classified”. We soon learn that this directive prevents him from turning on any member of OCP. However I was very young when I first saw Robocop and didn’t know what classified meant so I just attributed the word to what happened to him when he tried to arrest main baddie Dick Jones. It’s not until Robocop 3 that directive four is no longer classified, but instead appears on screen when we, the viewer, see in Robo vision. No one gave a shit by then as the truly terrible film hit an all time low when Murphy (sans Peter Weller) learned how to fly.

Classified was indeed a big word for someone whose age hadn’t even reached double figures yet. Thankfully the plot was pretty straightforward, good guy cop gets brutally murdered only to come back from the dead as a machine and exact his bloody revenge on the most horrendous bunch of criminals the eighties could produce. Even children's cartoons had their fair share of villains, however as much a bastard as Mumm-ra was he drew the line at blasting Liono’s hand off with a shotgun while Slithe and Jackalmen stood about laughing.

The Eye of Thundera didn't see this shit coming

Actually, why the hell was I watching Robocop at such at a young age? Arguably it still stands as one of the most brutal and violent films ever made so what made him so what made him so marketable to kids? I suppose the main thing about Robocop was his look. If ever a character was designed to be an eighties toy it was this guy. As the film was clearly intended for adults an animated series was released where the violence was considerably toned down, most notably firearms being replaced by lasers (because it 80's cartoons taught us anything it was that lasers were cool and more non violent than real guns).

Seriously, what the fuck?

In 1994 Robo was repackaged as a TV show aimed at a younger audience. The key difference between this Murphy and the original was that he never killed anyone opting to instead use non lethal force and actually arrest the bad guys. Recurring characters were a good thing because who want to buy a toy of someone who gets killed easily?Robo would often shoot the scenery, often causing it to fall on the bad guys, neutralising them that way. It was ridiculous, but I was still young enough to like it plus it was better than the fucking Roboteer, streaming through the air in his Jet Pack that was probably only attached to him to sell more action figures.

Not that Robocop was alone in the inappropriate toys for kids game. His cyborg cousin the Terminator got his own range off the back of Terminator 2 – Judgement day. I was too young to remember how they marketed these toys, I do remember having an Arnie figure that came with a detachable rocket launcher for an arm. I never liked this accessory as it made no sense, but hey I’m not supposed to have seen the film so what the fuck should I know about faithful representation? At least the team behind Robocop neutered their product for children, the people behind Terminator did no such thing. No animated series followed, they didn't seem to care if you had seen the film. Just buy the fucking toy.

Having toys about machines that killed people is one thing but there was one children’s toy that really pushed the boat out so far that you felt lke you were in Waterworld. The Freddy Krueger fancy dress for kids? When everyone else is dressed like a Ninja Turtle or their favourite Ghostbuster, you can be the envy of all your friends by celebrating Halloween as the dead incarnation of a murdered child killer. At least Robocop was the good guy.

Child Killiing fun for all the family

Defeat and Sacrifice

The edge looms nearer
Beyond it the abyss of my soul
The final toll
Of my mind
Obscured visions nothing is clearer
Than the paranoia that plagues me
I am forced to see
To seek a final release
An existence of not caring
No emotion on my wearing
Hart which will blacken
If I’m to find peace.
The sacrifice of my soul
Or at least a part
That all is good
All is kind fades
Hope in despair
Nothing left to tear
Nothing left of me
Nothing but what you see

Your own Personal demon....

They take the form of flesh
My demons haunt me
Once were you, now as them
Laughing as they cut my heart
Devoid of souls all can see

Remorseless they enjoy if at all care
The suffering and pain
Continually sticking pins
Scars not allowed healing
Cruelty and despair thy name

Prolong the agony by creating a fantasy
Leave me broken, toy with the end
Will you release me? Cycle
Am I damned in a nightmare? Eternal
Not allowing my heart to mend

Shall the tables turn where do I stand?
Does revenge fuel me or am I numb
To the emotions I have already wasted on the
Demons that will forever inhabit my mind
And imprison me for their fun

I am not as weak as you would like
That which does not destroy me shall destroy you
Do not waste your suffering, keep it for yourself
For I have Angels on my side
I have the friends I call true.

Regrets?

Walking through the streets so narrow
Hands clasped beneath the stars
In your eyes nothing but love
I didn’t realise how close you were far

We sat by the river
A moment perfect, though it was surreal
We had everything planned, you and me
I wasn’t to know how you would feel

It’s hard to believe you said what you said
When your feelings changed so fast I guess
My opinion of you may have changed
But my feelings aren’t fading

My heart is torn when I look at you
The sound of your voice the laugh that you make
I remember when I made you smile
I wish I could again

I know your love for me is in the past
But when I dream of you it lasts
I wish it would stay there at times
But the pain wakes with me

It’s hard to see you moving on
When for so long I moved with you
I only feel like I’m going back
Though there’s some days I’d love to go back to

Everything went by so fast
There were nights I didn’t want to end
You made me happy, you really did
Thank you

Ands So

Your smile has faded
But the illusion remains
Frozen over that which was once thawed
A long time ago it must seem
Your colours are vibrant but
Which ones are true?
Was I a pawn in your self esteem?
Break my heart it if you must
Please don’t tear it.